It has been a very long time since I have even considered adding a blog. To be honest, I deal with a lot of mental instability towards my self-worth and I never really think anyone has any interest in what I have to say or do.
It takes a lot for me even to say that if I am being perfectly honest. It has gotten heavy in the past few years. I’m still not sure if being open about anything here is a good idea or not. But what I have come here to do, or talk/write about is what I plan to do, and what I have done so far.
First, what have I done so far? I have focused a lot of my energy on writing. I published a short story not too long ago titled Gormagok and put it up on Kindle Unlimited. This is not my first jump into writing or publishing but the first time I felt that it was a beginning. I have a book in the works, on its second draft (probably going onto a third), and a slew of short stories that I am constantly working with. My goal is to put out an anthology or submit these stories to publishers. I want to write. I want to write fiction/horror. As to why, well there in lies my growth. These stories are all, in one form or another a somewhat therapy. If you know me, you know that my past holds a lot of trauma and difficulty. This is me working through it, improving it, and making it my own.
I am also going to be working harder on my photography goals. This is a photography site after all. I am planning a 31 days of toy photos soon and I am in talks with some models to do more concept work, but that can be a slow process.
I plan to update this more frequently, but it sort of depends on engagement with this as well. Either way, these are all goals that I am striving for, and going to do everything I can to achieve them. So please, come along with me.